Yet despite all this, my life seems to be going nowhere while I watch is spin away in marvelous directions. Soon, barring horredous catastophies, I will be entering the Canadian Armed Forces as a pilot and my life will have moved on in another totally different direction. I love how it works that way, to be going along a comfortable path towards whatever goal I am headed only to have the path suddenly shift 97 degrees to the right and another seven to the left and to find myself staring at a slightly different horizon, yet oddly not really headed to any more specific point than before. Kinda like wandering the desert and suddenly deciding that it would be a good idea to head South as opposed to East.
A note about university, as far as I have noticed, compared to high school. I notice that in university that as you become immersed in a lage population of people, the number of aquaintences increases exponentially, yet those who are numbered as your actual friends seems to divide several times from what it would be in high school. Why this is I do not know, as I cant even decide weather or not this is a good thing for me or not, I guess I'll just keep making new aquaintences (should I be calling them "limited-time-only friends" ?) and going about the aimless march of discovery and self-exploration that is the latter part of my adolescent life.







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"Hey . . . Maybe if I drive backwards fast enough . . . I'll go back in time!"
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
right now. thank you SOOOOOoooooo.... much for your great comment on my page and for being watched. i wish i am as good as i feel when reading your thoughts, but believe me - it surely lifted me up some centimeters.
(oh, i for once read your journal - you seem to have quite a surreal live
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